Wonderwall

Ayat dia hari ni memang sound lain macam. Gua tengok dia asyik kesat air mata. Muka toye macam nak kena bagi bang-bang sepam dua.

"Ah sial la ni, gua benci tengok dia nangeh", kata gua dalam hati.

"Ha, kau pergilah tinggalkan aku, biar aku mati kat sini, kau bukan peduli pasal aku lagi pun!!", jerkah dia dengan emosi.

Gua rasa nak tampar je. Apahal? Mourning period ke hape dak ni? Takkan sebab facebook, nak jadi macam Empire Strikes Back. Takkan sebab tak dapat beli choki-choki, lu nak emosi melampau? Apa lu ingat muka gua macam choki-choki ke? Kimakkk!!

"Eyyy, apa marah-marah ni, tak syok lah, sampai nangis-nangis, meh aku kesatkan air mata", tutur gua dengan harapan mahu menamatkan tsunami yang melanda.

Muka dah merah. Menahan sedih. Hingus menjejeh. Aaa yang part hingus tu saje wa tambah.

"Dah berapa lama kau dengan aku? Lamaaa kau tau tak! Kau ingat aku nak blah mcam tu je? Tak la. Aku sentiasa ingat kau lah. Nanti aku kontek la kau", gua cuba meyakinkan. Jadi hero. Fakkoof!! Gua geli.

"Kau fikir aku ni apa? Siapa aku bagi kau? Aku bukan kawan kau lah. Jangan buat aku macam kawan-kawan kau sedangkan aku yang sentiasa di sisi kau. Ingat sikit!!", ayat balas dia buat gua rasa terfaktab.

Ah sialan ayat ni, gua wonder, majoriti perempuan akan keluarkan ayat 'siapa saya bagi awak' ni sebagai last-kill shot. Demmm. Terkena gua.

Gua tak reti dah nak cakap apa lagi. Serabut otak gua kalau benda-benda cinta ni jadi bahan. Ah, maderfaker ini semua. Cinta dan relationship je ponn. Apahal nak jadi serius macam Adammaya?? Come on lah.

Last-last gua dah takde arah, gua cakap, dalam kegelian tapi dengan tanggungjawab dan ikhlas.

"Aku tetap cintakan kau walaupun aku bukan yang kau kenal lagi"

Gua berlalu. Sambil mengimaginasikan dengan sendiri lagu Wonderwall.

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me