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Awak, mungkin awak tidak tahu, yang begitu ramai bencikan awak. Awak, awak mungkin tidak tahu, yang begitu ramai dengkikan awak. Jadi tolong,  bila satu hari nanti awak bercinta, mohon rahsiakanlah dari kawan-kawan. Mohon simpanlah dia dari awak punya kumpulan. kerana dalam ramai “kawan-kawan” awak itu, Ada yang bukan sebenar-benarnya kawan. Ada yang hanya gunting dalam lipatan. Awak tahu kenapa awak single? Awak single sebab setiap kali awak hulurkan bunga, ada “rakan” yang mengeluarkan gunting dan mencantas bunga itu. dan kalau awak dapat pun si gadis baru, mereka tunggu, tunggu di sebalik pintu. Tunggu kalau ada perselisihan faham sedikitpun, mereka nampak peluang mereka dan mereka lancarkan serangan. Awak, ini nasihat saya nampak semua yang berlaku, dengan kekasih awak yang dulu-dulu. Ada kawan yang memang kawan, ada kawan, yang hatinya penuh lawan. Awak, ini nasihat saya pohon jika awak punya teman lagi, simpan ...

Hi. God lets us meet again.   It was October 2011. I was fucked up that time. I went hiatus, hiding in my hometown. Then, I got a shocking offer to be one of the new Terfaktab squad members (together with Sofia Nin). Aqram invited me through Facebook. I was flattered and nervous at the same time. Then, I thought of   "The Curse of Terfaktab".  Though I have not been following Terfaktab long enough, but I have seen and read about this sacred curse.   Some say, most writers here experience break-up(s) prior to being in the squad. Then, tragic happens again while in here. That's how I interpret "The Curse of Terfaktab" . Break-up makes us here or no longer here. Well, believing such a thing wholeheartedly is half-stupid. It could well be khurafat. Either you are related with Terfaktab or you are not, everyone suffers break-up(s). We all know, shits happen for reasons. When you found happiness, Allah is the one who granted it. When you suffered disappointmen...