selamat tinggal, sayang.

Ada tengok Desperate Housewives Season 7 (DHS7) - Never Can Say Goodbye? This entry is inspired from that episode.

“Leaving is never easy. But the time comes when we must move on.” - DHS7

Siapa cakap senang nak say GoodBye? There's nothing GOOD in a BYE you know.

Tapi ini realiti hidup. Apa yang kau mulakan akan berakhir sebenarnya. Either u end it up it a very suck way or in a better way. Depends on you.

It's a shame that it had to be this way. Kan dah cakap saying goodbye is not very easy things to do. Ni bukan GoodBye mama, I am going to school now. Ini saying Goodbye selamanya. You might not see the person anymore after saying the goodbye. That's why sometimes I hate saying goodbye tak kira lah dalam call ke or chatting. I feel like I will lose you tomorrow.

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

Kalau masalah itu terjadi daripada diri sendiri. Aku tak nak salahkan kau penyebabnya untuk sedapkan hati sendiri. But sometimes I blame others too. I know you all did blame others for what you did. At this point. Kau akan rasa kau sahaja yang betul. But when things get awfully tiring, try to seek for silence for a while. Then, you will realize bukan awak seorang sahaja yang salah. Saya sendiri pun ada salah. Masalah tak akan muncul kalau bertepuk sebelah tangan kan?

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way

You mess all the things up. And you thinks saying goodbye is the wise choice. Why running away? Not trying to clean the mess first lah? Maybe it's better off this way with all the mess we have created. But in someday you have to face the mess again you created. Kau lari pun kau akan jumpa semula point masalah kau. Better settle kan semua make clean all before saying goodbye is better kan?

Tapi kadang kadang I looks like I don't care with the mess I have done. But I do care afterall. And sedapkan hati keadaan macam ni lebih baik buat masa ini. At least untuk sementara waktu. Bila aku dah sedia, I will face you again. Biar waktu sahaja yang menentukan bila masa yang sesuai untuk face each other again without any hatred anymore.

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

I hate this. We started with a very good friendship. Later on we becomes stranger again. Trying to get rid your ex from your life. And trying to lie to yourself that this person never existed in your life. But you do care about that person at the end of the day. I can't defines my feeling to you, do I hate you or not. I can't defines that easily with words. It's amazing right when two peoples used to be so close suddenly becomes stranger again. Yes better off this way.

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye

Different several guys is involved in my mind when I writing this. My love life is so tragic. Do anyone came up in your mind when reading this entry?

And this song entry is : Goodbye by Secondhand Serenade.

p/s: The end of the love song week. Goodbye this special week :')